FINDING LIGHT AFTER LOSS
What if the new person also passed away? How am I expected to fall in love again?
Dearest Temz,
Everything seemed different when my fiancĂ© died, and I canât stop wondering how Iâm expected to move on from three days before my wedding to mourning him. What if the next person dies as well? How can I fall in love again? Even if I work, operate, and do my daily responsibilities, I feel alienated from everyone, happiness, and even myself. I was there, but I didnât feel particularly alive.
I attended your Be Thy Light session; you did not rush the process or try to make it appear less severe. You discussed light in a way that I had never considered before: as something we can carry even when we are shattered, rather than something we wait for..
How could I feel light when my body felt so heavy? âBe thy lightâ didnât make sense. Throughout your teachings, I questioned everything. But after a few days, I received your newsletter, which brought me back to the workshop, and I realised that light meant reliving small moments rather than pretending everything was good.
Your prayers and words had an unexpected influence on me and helped me get through it. They comforted me that even in the midst of my pain, I could still rely on God. I could start afresh even if I wasnât fully cured.
I recall what I lost, but I no longer feel lost because of it. Your Be Thy Light message did not completely alleviate my grief, but it did help me move on.
And for that, I am deeply grateful.
With love,
A Reader Learning to Carry Light đ€